onemoredimension

I don't understand anything here

I'm here just because there is someone I really like, but I don't know what I'm doing, a diary? ...today is a holiday, the first cold day of autumn...I wanted to do lots of things but in fact I didn't do anything...the gray and cold weather has little off...I resisted the urge to masturbate (no one will do it for me) and I walk down the street telling myself that I could have taken better advantage of this holiday, what a shame...the wind is a little cold but the autumn leaves are beautiful